Juanx ♥ Bastard ^^//

2009-07-20T03:26:00.000-07:00

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2009-07-16T22:49:00.000-07:00

Hey Dearest Friend (:

Last long wib your boy boy (:

& All the Best in your relationship!!

2009-07-16T21:33:00.001-07:00

HELLO BESTEST(!!)

HAPPY LEGAL 18th BIRTHDAY:D

Enjoy your day today & tml to the fullest(:

May god bless you in anything you do and in .

2009-07-14T22:08:00.000-07:00

My Killer Paper = Accounting

I have no other words to describe.

It shown how unprepared i'm thats all.

i'm so disappointed in myself out of so many papers(:

2009-07-14T03:54:00.001-07:00

Hellos:D Finally tml is the day I always looking forward. Although I didn't really prepare anything while I'm resting at home but at least in school I did practice doing those question myself without any much struggling. Up till now , kind of tired of waking up but I shall get use to it soons. Hope it won't give any holiday while I'm adapting if not everything will be gone into drains already): Actually I'm having the monthly thing that made me even more worn out , tsk!

goodluck in tml paper and goodnights(:

2009-07-13T03:16:00.000-07:00

This is how I want you to look at me.

And this made me fall for you greatly.

Yes,you're always the love of my life.

Even till now ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

And now i'm missing you so so much .

Hoping everyday is a great day for me & you.

But you're always apart of me no matter what.

2009-07-12T05:40:00.000-07:00

yesterday boy came my house stay overnight it have being two days le, feeling very xinfu(: After eaten dinner wib my family headed back home play cards wib my sister, watch vcds and ended up everyone dozing off. Followed by this afternoon met up wib jie loong , ying ling tgt wib my boy to go ECP cycling for two hours and played funland before everyone headed separate ways.

Anyway , anyone wanna join us on 1 August (saturday) Night cycling @ECP (?)

2009-07-11T01:43:00.000-07:00

Here I am to start a proper updates , which I did not do it for i-dont-know how long already.(giggles) To made it short and sweet but not draggy kind , as I'm still bery-very dead-beat(........)

My schools days I couldn't be expecting much of fun though I've great friends in my class, not sarcastic alright(!!) So times have been mistaking the teacher way of talking, I don't know if i'm too sensitive or over-reacting it. But after that she tell me the reasons I was shocked to heard I'm a special-person when doing the personal traits personality. Say frankly , I still don't get what she mean, but I would say I like things differently from others so I'm unique in certains way. Even my behaviour and attitube true enough.

But Business Environment was over and it was not so bad afterall then what I've been worrying but not only me, i believe is those whom have took this module would be worrying like more shittys den me (?) I believe.... Have a new project work would be due so fast can (?) I just thinking wow , it was sucha a fast months afterall imagine september would be our most impt exam compare to those test and exam (?) I kind of feel so holidaying-feelings and aren't getting any serious work done i'm saying truth . Those whom know me well will like c'mon why aren't you getting your ass off to study-harder and paying attention in class ...The reasons is i'm not arrogant some teacher I won't bother to listen to them when I'm not interested to it . But that does not mean that my mind and ears stop listening . woo-ha-ha!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 18th TINGGX (:

Yesterday headed to Bugis to meet up wib linggx , wenyan & her boyfriend together to celebrate for tinggx advance birthday. Despite xin Qi & xiao Hui wouldn' be able to made it due to school and doctor date. So we head to Illuma settled at Empire state, the food there were impressive and marvellous. Its the feeling of heaven and earth ,ohmygoshh! I'm not exaggerating or whats you imagine that the service is good plus i love the seats as we gotta the console type. Got the feeling of at home when you're relaxing and enjoying the food at the same time. Ha!! So after that wenyan & her boy went off first while we three walked around and help linggx do her work . Aftermath, boyf came pick me up while i send they two to MRT before walking back to find my boy agains(:

Headed to cine to play pool till 2 plus 3 before heading home(:

2009-07-09T01:46:00.000-07:00

I'm whining myself up so badly that I'm damm freak moody):

Basically i'm worn out ):

2009-07-08T01:07:00.000-07:00

June A Bitch Nowwwww ):

complete BE exam
No bball
No to low blood
No to sweet food
No to fats food
Yes to steaming food
Yes to cutting down fats
Yes to take challenge
No to see FF
No to see bitch people like YOU(!!)
Yes to sleeping
Yes to Study Accounting
Yes to work
Yes to munching my fav food
Yes on friday & sunday outing
No to seeing you being a Bitch
No to throwing any temper of mine
Yes to meeting my long lost friend
Yes to having singing or partying
Yes to holiday
No to insanity

Afterall I'm nuts now , laugh/giggle all you want.

2009-07-07T01:47:00.000-07:00

JIAYOU JIAYOU(!!)

Everyone study hard & Mug Hard (:

don't give up and believe in yourself.

Even if the process is hard , as the result is always the hard work paid out(:

by june(L)(K)(H)

2009-07-06T02:59:00.000-07:00

First day of school , drag my feet out of my own comfy bed . And fallen asleep inside trained imagine how tired am i (?) Nothing much happen in school , handed up my video and newspaper article, like finally i'm done (?) And I'm gonna have 6kg more to cut to reach my targetted weight 50kg(!!) *Jiayou girl* But my waist is much more faster to slim down despite of my everynight 60 sit-ups does help uh (.) And and and this coming sunday would be an outingg at ECP woots , very long didn't went there.

Now i'm gonna back to my STRUGGLING TWO MORE DAYS TO GO!!

2009-07-05T08:43:00.000-07:00

I'm Back Hopping & Jumping * screammmyy*

I caught two different type of movie in a week.

Transformer & Ice Age 3 (3D)

And all i could comment given for this two was superb,funny,interesting(:

Although the tickets was so ex for Ice age 3 as i was throwing my real temper while studying.

I'm gonna totally give up on BE and gonna went for training on tue and not burning away my brain cells. I find that the teacher was quite a retard afterall.

transformer all i ever want to be was the actress forget the name . Even she is a fanny or whatever people name it , i just fall so greatly deeply in love with her . Even I'm a lesbian I've to be . She just so hot , pretty , gorgeous.

2009-07-04T01:30:00.000-07:00

Headed over to Jiawen house wib bastard & myself
Celebrate jiawen mika and peixuan( jiawen's friend)
everyone left slowly only left two couple.
Went to play dai dee and mou guai cards.
Followed by home , as very exhausted.
Hope they have much fun of themself[:

2009-07-02T00:33:00.000-07:00

SHALL WE HAVE PRIMARY SCHOOL GATHERING SOON (??)

I realised how much i miss those kiddy primmy times.

Can I like tune back those times (?)

Its a jokes .

2009-07-01T08:19:00.000-07:00

Okays here a word of say alright , I'll just throw everything out . But if you don't like or dislike seeing you I've nothing to say . Take it or leave it , as i just wanna say out everything to solve all the conflicts that i find it unneccessary [:

Rebecca

I just heard and realised without me knowing anything . I still did treat you as a friends , mayb there some misunderstanding among us . But I really never did forget you as a friend , if you choose to ignore this post or anything I've nothing left to say . But I just don't wish to have any conflicts just due to misunderstand . thanksyou[:

someone that made me look downs.

To me can you please stop acting your cool (?) It isn't any cool at all , its just a dog that tailing people back understand (?) I'm saying you're a dog, but still bear in mind I will not talk to you since you just dao us all the way . But to me i won't even give a damm things to you . thats my piece of advice to you.

2009-06-30T09:05:00.000-07:00

Oh ya I almost forgotten what I wanna blog about this funniest things * giggle* ♥ ♥ I felt myself quite fortunate as bastard intended to bring me on travelled during our 2nd anniversary but I would like my friends would join in too . But places haven't decide by us , soon we would decide on the place but hopefully no H1N1 would spread till there alrights(: *laughs*♥ ♥

phuket ?

Langkawi ?

Chiangmai?

Tell me which is better (?) leave it on my plurk !

2009-06-28T00:20:00.000-07:00

I'll be back in a while time.

As my Laziness strikes me Once again (:

Don't blame me blahblahblah!

2009-06-26T01:09:00.001-07:00

I'm Back To My Own Track Way Nowwww!!

Finish off my Accounting work, like finally (!!)
Found myself a high paying salary part-time *Contented*
Preparing for my Business Environment Notes for Exam. * Hardworking*

Left to be done was ...

Accounting Revision
Business Environment Homework
Communication Business Role-Play
Packing Up my freaking messy room .

2009-06-24T09:15:00.000-07:00

CAN YOU MADE ME FALL IN LOVE WIB YOU ONCE AGAIN (?)

I don't ask any much more other than your love . Yes , i love you not only as in say for fun I do mean it okays...I know you have many problem to face , i'm trying too . But i just wanna those feeling of making me fall in love with you once again , not telling you my feeling for you is fading . I just miss those times when i just fall in love with you everytime i see you , understand (?) But now is like , I see you to me is just a normal day just that you're beside me . Please don's mistook the sentence i telling or explaining to you. I do understand we facing money problem . I understand that you trying to work hard ya , but I'll help you look out if you don't like the work . Hopefully tml i going down interview could help you ask whether do they still want admin , okays my bastard (?) You're mine bastard not because i don't love you anymore , as i feel that calling you this names will bring us more much closer . You should know how we got together right (?) teasing , tickling , cuddling , making jokes of one another and giving each other nicknames . I just miss those days we're like this . I know you're tired and i should stand in your shoes , but is like i did stand also trying to understand . My love don't think so much alright , I love you yes i mean it the hell loads of it .

2009-06-23T23:04:00.000-07:00

I'm a girl .

Hope to have a twinny winny dream.

That made me run around the world.

And gave me the best out of best.

Which I never had before.

I just wanna have those i hope for.

ps: Interview 2pm @Singapore Mall tml(:

2009-06-23T10:28:00.000-07:00

Staring into the sky to pass-by this lonely nights):

I'm comforting myself real hard .

I knew i gonna drop one tears very soon as i'm posting.

I'm having this heart-wreching feeling.

I hate it ):

hai , I'm disappointing in myself for some apparent reasons.

I just feel i'm a disgrace to all the girls in whole wide-world(:

Tell me what I do to deserve this bastard of mine (?)

tell me people , i'm real real down for some apprarent reasons(:

2009-06-22T22:49:00.001-07:00

BIRTHDAY-GIRL(:

WAITING FOR LINGGX TO END SCHOOL(!!)(:

{Edited}

wake up as early as 10.15 am !! *imagine*
walked over to tamp inter * believe ?*
Accompanied linggx ate lunch (:
Ate taiwan delight (squid set) *yummy*, tinggx ( black pepper pork )<- racist
headed over library did my accounting pathetic one question(:
Tooked bus over to find Xinqi & the rest
Pass linggx the present * hope you like it*
Walked around causeway & settled down @Pizzahut
And I took my leave first , sorry everyone (:
Went over to training was just in time , luckily(!!)
Played with mixed team with them & was tired out . *Awesome*

LASTLY , Happy Eight-Teen Birthday To Lingggx.....

Anyone , i wanna meet every single one of them . Apparetely not all , only those i wanna meet * no offence* . Esp those hi-bye friends , is confirm out of my list (:

I wanna meet them to play pool , slack around and fun around . As I just wanna those days to come back.

I'm esp missing mika &co but will be seeing them for this coming two weeks * hurray*

I wanna meet !E , although times i dont really wanna see her . ask my soul/mind dont ask me *ty*

I wanna meet bastard people like you you you!! * weird *?

I wanna meet Changi Airport & co * when is the last time we meet (?)*

And Lastly , I found a job for myself . Hope it will be working wib mika* first-timer pls *

2009-06-22T09:32:00.000-07:00

I just realised boyzone song was nice ! woopie (:

I know i'm real boredom to blog . I'm puzzled should i change my blogskin (?) I seeing people self create their blog-skin is nice uh (!!) You shall listen their song then you made any comment, pretty pls O.O

2009-06-21T22:47:00.000-07:00

I adore Sun-Flower .

Not just one but many many ....

Past few days , sneaked out to find bastard of mine.

Went studying wib mika awhile on saturday , never plan .

Went studying wib my bastard of mine .

It's always great fun meeting up my pig pig and bastard .

And not to forget the rest of them .

Imma Looking forward to 27 June &4 July .

Although there wasn't any plan yet ,Opps!

Call me your bitch & I'll call you my bastard . Ass-holes (:

2009-06-21T07:20:00.001-07:00

Should I change my blogskin or should i not (?)

Comment me plsxxx peoples!(:

I'm of no idea should i change ?

woohoo , i wanna my tanned back):

2009-06-20T12:08:00.000-07:00

STUDYING CUM FATHER'S DAY IN ADVANCE (......)

Happy Father's day to all dearest daddy/papa/father.

Although mine dad wasn't that great compare to the rest of the dad .

But I shall bear in mind that no regrets(:

2009-06-20T11:54:00.000-07:00

CONTINUATION OF SENTOSA!! Tann-Tann-Tann!! I wanna get more Tannnnnnedd!!

2009-06-20T00:05:00.000-07:00

PLANNER FOR THE CLASS BONDING!!

*CHEERS FOR ALL THE EFFORT & HARDWORK!*

2009-06-19T21:29:00.000-07:00

IQB CLASS BONDING*SEN-TO-SA*

people just ignore my previous post or else it would spoilt you mood . So yes , yesterday was our class outing it was a great fun even though some of our classmates didn't turn up . But still we made it a great success *Cheers to Ex-co and the our classmates who went * .

Firstly , have to thanks them to made it a important date and turn up for this class outing .
Secondly, Thanks to those Ex-co people who put in great effort and brainstorming . Despite of the rain before we wanted to start the game , we still didn't give up any chances and opportunity. And we still waited the rain to stop and continue wib our amazing race .
Lastly , i guess nxt time we shld went to sentosa for sun-tanning session . I love/in-love wib my tan manx . I love it to the max . I guess you ppl will envy my tan . But soon it will be gone as now it has turn to fair again , tsk!
I only have handful of picture but not all, so please stay tune for the nxt posting.

2009-06-19T11:07:00.000-07:00

LISTEN EARS WHO WILL BE THE ONE (??!!)

many thoughts and thinking pondering on me

thinking i would solve every single one of them .

Now, I really don't understand what's the hell going on .

I'm clueless yet no one came towards and tell me .

Thinking did i walked correctly every single step i took .

tsk!

How i tot you people would understand me well or even better

But i guess that is my wishful thinking and that will never be fulfilled.

hai!

Times i don't even know what went wrong.

This week wasn't just my days or even weeks

Bad things just strike unbelieveable and fake.

i don't even wanna know what is happening .

But to tell myself , i've to pick up myself.

Can i choose not to (?)

I'm real tired of this life.

Mayb someday people will understand me better when i'm gone ?

Many people see one person happy means they found happiness.

But me , NO!!!

I didn't find any happiness in ANYTHING!

I don't know why i feel like this .

I didn't mean anything , but i'm really don't feel any muchies.

Tell me , i'm too engrossed in my own world / earth.

But telling myself to do any , won't made any much different.

Rest myself in peace (:

2009-06-16T23:39:00.000-07:00

Random

I'm kind of sick and tired of touching my books at the moment . But thinking of those uncompleted work which gonna be due when times come just made a big crack above my head , tsk):

How exhausted holiday it would be , esp accounting that made me feel v v much pressure not to touched open to books/even flip open.

How i hope holiday would be end most prolly when the times i feel/miss school v v muchies ...

I'm real exhausted i needa silent at the moment to sort out my own brains/feelings, shittx

I needa scolding , a hell loads of scolding so to gain my motivation . I sounded weird but i'm weird kiddos ?

2009-06-16T09:11:00.000-07:00

COM Day

Today can also encountered the happi-est day out of 365 days. Although it was just a certificate but it shown all the hardwork and sweat i've put in . And I bumped into kaiyuan , adiqllah and jun ru 's gf too. The feeling was never the same when you seated below watching people to take their certificates. I felt so satisfaction and it shows that I should put in more effort for upcoming years in accounting. I did felt touched when hearing the *Lee Kuan Yew Gold Metalist awards* speaker , I just felt those kind of words that cannot be describe . And of course my boyf and my mum ask me to study harder to achieve higher , ask me not to stop giving up taking COM or others awards . I shall study harder and to prove myself that i could strive harder for another 2 more years down the drain(:

Before the Ceremony (:

I miss those days working wib them(!!) *Linda,sheena,kailing,rachael,jacinda& the rest....*

Don't say i throw away those prezzie photo you all gave horx (?) :S

2009-06-14T10:20:00.000-07:00

Backtracking where I've been where today (: me & boyf headed to geylang and spend our day there . Headed the main two things was :

chow tofu [*me*]
dou jiang you tiao [*boyf]

So we walked from paya lebar to kallang , believe it a not (?)

I'm like having a slimming progress for my big thighs (?) ha!

I wanna watch drag me to hell , people please ask me go watch movie *ty*

2009-06-12T00:54:00.003-07:00

GREAT HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF & GREATEST OF MYSELF!! {Edited on some part but not all , mostly is below. }

I know you people gonna laugh your ass off your butt on how funny I look right (?) Laugh!! And you soon will see a ugly june to a more better june , haha!

Before Proceeding to my Birthday Celebratinon Pictures

Counting down together

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On 6 June 2009 Adv Birthday Celebration ^^

Say Thanks You To Girls/Guys:

Once and for all , thanks for all the birthday wishes when it struck midnight . And Also not forgotten you people took my free time to made it a point to celebrate my adv birthday wib me despite of my packed and busy schooldays. I hereby , appreciated every single gifts and adv celebration no matter short / long , Expensive/ cheap . Its always the thought and heart that sweeten every single things and touched in life. This year although is really simple and short , but still I'm happy in a certain way that i'm here to annouced my Legal 18 ..!!

Thanks for the celebration on 6 June 2009 to mika, Peiying , Jiawen, Oscar , Iskander & darling . - Mika wanna smash me wib a cake but ended up failed . But I appreciate the strawberry shortcakes & it was really yummy ....

{Edited}

They gang up wib my boyf to gave me a surprise , and I freaking malu myself at chomp chomp as they suddenly appeared behind me and shout

*Happy Birthday*

And they bought me two dress which I like it , one is jumper the other is tube dress. And After that we headed to Marina Keppel to slack around and I swear The sky is full of stars stars and we can went there to enjoy the sceneary and seeing yacht too (!!) That the most sua-gu times I went there , haha! Thanks mika they all for recommending that place. haha! After that headed to newton hawker centre to eat for supper. Enjoy myself real loads for that day.

Thanks for the celebration on 9 June 2009 to xin qi , linggx and tinggx . Thanks for thinking of going to sing song & nxt yr hopefully dont sing alr if not i going crazy alr(: And also dont always say I chidlish can a not (?) I'm not okay *laughs* and also the walking around aimlessly . Appreciated much alright! Casper papa thanks for your msg although I dont know the number is you (: *pspsps* {Edited} I opened the lollipop gift , was so cute la . Althogh I'm not really like doreamon but the Lollipop is damm cute la , and I'm wearing the shirt you all gave me now (:
Thanks for darling , hopefully tonight won't be a boring night alright (?) HA! going to eat my beancurd/ tau huey at chomp chomp . {Edited} That night was not a bored night , quite shocked at the chomp chomp uh . haha!!Thanks darling , muacks! And he bluffed me mika they all not coming , so ended up Its a surprise for me , Ihateyou , rmbthat* And I ate stringray too , my all time fav * sinful*

I have a blazed 18th birthday , and I kept on saying that I wanna went clark quay that day but everyone saying I went there to throw my I/C! Argh (.....) But still marina keppel is not a bad place but full of romanti and soothing/ calming feelings . Although this year is simple , but full of surprises too . *teeheeess* Lastly , I'm craving for fermented tofu , and I'm going there to eat too , Anyone wanna join in ?? haha!! And I gonna continue with my losing weight strategy , yup yups!! I have successfully lose down my weight for my 18th birthday , so must continue to lose weight for my 21st birthday ? haha!

2009-06-06T18:54:00.000-07:00

EARLY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF & SISTERS! <333

COME BACK AFTER 12th/13th JUNE .....

BUDBYE~

^^//

First things I wanna do when I turned 18th on 12th June....

Walked into a pub/club .
Having really late nights on that day itself.
Spending my 18th birthday wib all the craziness and laughter...
Hopefully , get a dress to dress myself on that day.

{Edit-ed}

Join me at twitter (:

Nickname is :juanxsmiley

http://twitter.com/Juanxsmiley

2009-06-05T19:04:00.000-07:00

MY LOVE QUOTES : this is what i wanna sae long time ago , accepted it a not(!!)

(insertsxoxoxoxoxoxox)

2009-06-04T01:51:00.000-07:00

I'M IN A WORLD OF JUNE***

Alright (...) school was real bored today . Regardless of what module that made it interesting but still I'm tired of school and this will continues till the last day of school . And why can't they stop giving us homework and everything to do , why (?!!) I'm really enough of seeing those worksheet as i'm going to get insane and bonkers alr . I hate myself for having holiday mood when it isn't reaching my holiday yet ... tell myself that i'm sucha watever (!!) I'm hoping for next week to faster come so i would have my endless rest / plenty of rest that keep me a happy and not a tired girl anymore .

2009-06-02T22:01:00.000-07:00

*Edited*

Holidays coming in 1 weeks times
I'm real deadbeat.
I dread pulling myself out of the comfort zone of mine.
I miss those sleep that I should have
I couldn't get my whole body to sit and study . * my minds aren't working hard*
I did not get any happy after resting for 4 hours .
I know i'm somehow moody but I didn't , just feel tired though
I'm gonna lost another 2cm off my waist and I'm done.
I hate waiting for email, as i need the things real urgently .
Lastly , my happy 18 is coming nearer .

have you people prepare my prezzie to celebrate my happy 18 wib me (?)

2009-05-31T08:19:00.000-07:00

HIES ^^//.....

Just got back home not long ago , as i'm so gonna finish up my whole script and send it over to adeline by tonight, hopefully ! As tml is darling's mum operation , wish her all the best & luck over in the operation tml . Everything is gonna be smooth and sound , no worries(:

And to tinggx also best of luck to your paper tml & tue too (!!) And also tell me when your holiday ends thanks you , same goes to linggx too .

Today manage to wake up and bathed quickly headed over chinatown and meet up darling on time . So we could went to our long time ago place - vivocity to catch night at the museam 2 .

Although is funny but some part I'm kind of like gonna doze off , mayb i have no sense of humour (?) thats be it ....And lastly , I didn't touched any single of my books today .

I DECLARE SCHOOL HOLIDAY BY MYSELF{:

2009-05-30T09:52:00.000-07:00

I MISS EVERYBODY THAT I HAVE NOT SEEN THEM FOR AGES ):

I MISS THOSE CRAZI-NESS .....

I MISS THOSE FUNS ....

):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

2009-05-29T21:56:00.000-07:00

I Dread going to anywhere now .

I just need a rest/nap/sleep .

2009-05-29T09:15:00.000-07:00

I'm Angry At Myself For Goodness Sake ..............

I don't know what wrongs in me out of the sudden . I just lost all the mood I have right after my training , yes after my training .

At first , I was alright to go later in the night to watch movie . But when I on my way home , I totally thinking about something but after every thinking goes off from my mind . My mood is straight away sianx want . So I have reject mika and peiying midnight movie . Dear two girls , I'm sorry for couldn't be able to watch wib ue all . There always have other times(:
Then followed by , Having real foul mood to _____ . ( not to mention but alr obvious) so was like I really didn't wanna talk/see/speak/face/question/answer anyone at that point of moments. Imagine how my foul mood was real bad (?) But that not I wanted alright , so was like listening people blaming me and stuffs like this , but cfm nothing get into my head.
Despite of the tiredness that keep making me wanna go back to bed . But I told myself Once I never get it done and never back to normal june . I'm not gonna to go to bed and even rest a wink of the night.
Lastly , I wanna sae sorry to those people that wanna chat wib me . But all I did was to reply " I'm in a foul mood " . I didn't know what happen to me , mayb someone could come and like tell me / bang my head on a piece of metal alright will do (!!)

To me : This few days haven been the most down period i don't know why but just feel like that . I didn't know wat I really wanted . Being the navy of my dream but no-one allows me to enter , I just feel so don't know what to say but just okay luhs , other choice mayb better . But you know the wanted / the dare to dreams/ the most things that I really craving for is the day I could really become navy , but fat hope is all i could say to myself . tsk):

2009-05-28T01:47:00.000-07:00

To My Beloved Darling ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I know how you feel and understand whats going on okays (?) Not I don't want to give ue those time, I should have my own private time for myself . I give you some freedom for yourself and so Do I , esp after an long hours of schooling and cca . How I wish i have those times I use to have understand (?)Once the competition ends, I would have more time on you most likely . I cannot confirm and assure you that I can , as this year accounting course need alot of my time to revise and practice too . Wheares for yesterday, i'm sorry . I know I shouldn't say those words that you don't like , but all is because of anger. Not that we're not close like how a couple should behave , to me you're always beside me whenever you're not with me as I understand we're a call away only , so no worries and doubt darling. Like what I have told you at the beginning , society and army is different .As you have to handle different type of character and to work with them in a harmony way alright (!!) So just do and strive hard in your work darling , although you're working hours is long . As long as you put in your effort i believe you can strive hard in your work and hopefully you would love your jobs♥♥. Of course i miss those times that we have many many times for each other , but you must believe in our love life that we can overcome every obstacle and we would be back that close like those times . I'm because of my studies that made me quite wear out so easily, you should know it want.

And like what you say , you have everything but you're aren't happy about it .

Do you know one quotes say :

the poorest man have nothing in life

but they are the happiest man on earth

but the wealthiest man in life have everything that he want

but he is not the happiest man on earth .

You want to know why (?)

As the poorest man appreciate those things that is around him .

Regardless of what he have .

But the wealthiest man did not appreciate anything in life ,

as he feel that I can have everything I want but he don't know how to appreciate those

things that is wib him like another words say : take things for granted.

Darling: Don't think so much of we're not that close to one another anymore okays (?) I love you from the day we're together and never forget those times we're been together. ♥♥♥ this was never a lie from the days . No doubt , No worries . Baby you're one I longing for ...♥♥! You must be touched wors, gee!

by your beloved darling♥♥

2009-05-27T03:00:00.000-07:00

DON'T DISTURD ME NOW ...

I'm real sad .

Or should I say no words to describe my feeling now .

I don't know what you think either .

And hai , i really don't know.

But I mention those words I should not say .

Feel like crying out loud now , like wth!

chillsxxx girl ...

I really lost of words tsk ):

2009-05-27T01:05:00.000-07:00

I'M SUPER DUPER BORED!!

i don't like pink but my pouch is pink (.....)

that explains everything .

I'm a happy girl now finally .

Like always , now got mood to studied alr.

give me tweeny - winny ones can I (?)

2009-05-26T22:34:00.000-07:00

I'm way super duper excited to got my phone within an hours time . I know I sound like first time taking my phone, but.... its like after 2 years i would manage to get my new phone . So shut up alright (!!!) I have like changing blogskin agains and againx..as i have nothing better to do . haha

2009-05-25T20:49:00.000-07:00

FAVOURITE....

After so long of craving for snack food @ simei the chicken rice.

And finally I would walked towards there to ate my lunch .

one word =Yummy* tasty as usual.

its been like ages since I last went there , as my pack like sardin schedule totally killed me off .

But I'm now a happy girl , as accounting no longer that stresses me off.

But I still looks like a zombie whenever I wake up early.

But good things is end school early , so I wouldn't felt much much tired.

Even darling I have no time to accompany him that made him nag me like a donkey.

my dumb and stupiest darling ever (:

2009-05-25T03:30:00.000-07:00

OVER-DUE PICTURES! learning how to play better pool Fighting wib darling

Am i taller or was it the cue ?

Pig & Silly {:

2009-05-25T02:47:00.000-07:00

FACE-BOOK PHOTOS(!!)

can you like imagine that once I'm home . I switch on my com and continue like playing facebook till now , i know is common . But this kind of things hardly happen on me . This were the feel things always made me came facebooking without fails . As I would check have they die for hunger , are my crops killing and my pet died (?) haha!

facebook=Petsociety+FarmTown+Restaurant City+ SpottheDifference

I'm kind of free but yet lazy to touch book at home . Due to the facts that today lesson was 9am-3pm . As each days pass by I realised that my hair was slowly from black - grey and followed by white . tsk! why must this happened (?) Accounting made my hair grow faster not long but white . lols!

2009-05-23T23:53:00.000-07:00

{Edited} Came back not long from dinner with darling's family + mine family. I hope it would continue on & on like a music that can be replay . So after that we were like playing or fooling around inside bus to bully one another and of course I won ....But he would be getting his bike this coming tuesday of course I'm happy about it la , still got some feelings that kind of scared too! People finally wednesday i'm changing my stupid phone already, change to the phone that is shown on top of my this wordy post . haha!(: {23rd May -Saturday} Match @4pm . We lost to Acier 2 wib pride, although we lost but they gain the experience and many other more. They all really did well on that day, although some didn't perform but still continue to jiayou(:

After match, headed to KFC as it was coach treat and to realised it was her birthday so we called her to sang birthday song and wish her happy birthday together thru phone. Hopefully she was touched (?) Only left Peiying mika Jiawen & her's boy my darling and oscar caught a movie show @12am , douby ghaut. Bumped into nicholas which really shocked me . haha!(: The movies was really nice and great, if you miss one part very hard to understand but one part that touches me when he really scarfice for everyone isn't that wow(!!)

2009-05-22T19:45:00.001-07:00

I'm quite worn out due to the short hours of sleeping , to you peepos is long hours . But me * shake head* (: I'm like so damm damm excited but quite worn out type . Mayb after a bath would be refreshing one for me. I'm like ....... no idea what I want now . But just feel like vending my anger which No one knows and including me uh (!!) And today we're gonna win , I'm confidence in my teammates and team , wib all our hard work thats pays-off!!

2009-05-21T08:18:00.000-07:00

Wondering (?)

Why I always disappoint my darling ....

Why of all things I always don't know what he wants ....

Tell me , I'm sucha failure in love alright (!!)

tsk tsk tsk ....

Anyway , darling remember in your head and must okays (.)

I wish you the sweetest good nights (:

I wish you would see me in your nights(:

I wish you would happily dancing with me in your dreams(:

I wish for everything above that I would never ever found in other people(:

I just love you this much and that explains everything.

Training starting was so so so not me , cried for the sick of crying .

Whats the point I no idea too .

I'm always silly , but I'm sorry

Sorry to jia wen , causing her to trip over.

Sorry to Mika & Peiying for no reasons . :x

Ended , it was quite fun .

GOODLUCKANDALLTHEBESTTO:

MAGDELINE

ENERGISER TEAM THIS SATURDAY(!!)

2009-05-20T01:22:00.000-07:00

MY WEB-CAMMIE PHOTOS~

Currently , now at darling's house playing wib his web-cam on lap-pie and self-camwhoring session of myself , laugh!! As I know someone in another location will miss me , too shy to mention who la . haha!! Training yesterday was fun and very much enjoy among ourself . Although the training quite drained up but afterall the training wasn't as tired as i expected . And today have accounting paper , was busy rushing thru the whole paper as the invigilator was quite stressing us . But manage to complete on time , so yeah!!

2009-05-17T08:31:00.000-07:00

WHAT'S MY NAME SECRET ???

J : Jealously.

U : You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.

N : You like to work, but you always want a break.

E : You are a very exciting person.

T : You have an attitude, a big one.

E : You are a very exciting person.

O : You are very open-minded.

A : You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.

I : You are always smiling and making others smile.

K : You like to try new things.

I : You are always smiling and making others smile.

A : You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind

N : You like to work, but you always want a break.

understand me better peoples , esp you you & you!! (esp darling)

2009-05-17T05:42:00.000-07:00

STUDYING TIME & MRT-ED MOMENTS.....

Studying my whole afternoon at Changi Airport Terminal 3 for my Accounting.

I'm Hardworking say yes june was ever Hardworking.

After that headed to darling's house for my dinner .

I'm sucha fatty boom boom now , although I did do exercise .

I'm gonna edit some parts which I didn't mention on other posts.

I met up wib tinggx and outing wib mika , peiying mika oscar (mika & peiying's friend) jiawen and her boy boy & my darling too[:

So looking forward to my Accounting papers.

Goodluck & All the best to Mika paper for tomorrow.

2009-05-16T09:20:00.000-07:00

Okays , Back Blogging (:

Currently, bought one new tops and trying real hard to stop my temptation of buying and shopping . And went to nua-ing at my darling's house to sleep my whole afternoon , say I'm pig . Fine anyway , recently have been sleeping as early as 8pm till the next morning but it wasn't enough , yes not enough of rest . HA! So like I mentioned bought new top at bugis , didn't bought any coat /blazar/jacket which I all along wanted . But I hate myself for buying my school shoes in a rush at IP zone , as now I feel that it sucks totally for my school shoes . But I hate to bear myself wib the ugly school shoes and hopefully it spoilt /wear off so I could able to bought another pair of school shoes which caught my eyes at bugis .

Yknow what (?) Bugis (Iluma) shopping centre have many many nice shops wib nice shoes / clothes with a reasonable price . I swear (!!) Provided you got the same taste as me , haha!

2009-05-15T01:16:00.000-07:00

CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN(!!!)

Its just like finally I have found one nice/plain blogskin .

Always intended to change but no blogskin caught my eyes till this came across my eyes.

I'm kind of excited June holiday to come , but yet not so excited either

As I knew as each week pass by I would be getting more and more busy .

Times I kind of think back, why must we study so hard (?)

I did really tot thru when in times i'm stress and tired of waking up early .

Doing all the homework and paying 100% attention on subject thats

I'm wasting my time to left it pass like that .

Tsk , telling myself that is my life .

takecares everyone , cya all soon i hope .

2009-05-14T20:46:00.000-07:00

HELLO!

Got back my paper just now for yesterday mock test.

Was very shocked to see my marks as I expected the worse but

it gives me a motivation and smiles too.

Mayb all this was the beginning to start everything .

So it explains everything (:

I won't state how much I score .

[If interested nudge me or what ...]

2009-05-13T03:51:00.000-07:00

FUCK OFF

(I mean it)

I'm enough of everything already i tell you.

2009-05-12T23:17:00.000-07:00

ISHALLPOSTHEREFORTHETIMEBEING(!!)

Last saturday went out wib bro & his friend plus me and darling to Tampines to walk around . Its been damm hell long since i went there , as i'm lazy to go anywhere since the school starts . So walk and took many pic alone without darling as he hated taking pic that explain everything , thanks you! So shall not force him luhs .

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY(!!)

FIGHTS FOR MY POSITION

Its been a Hectic weeks that keeps me cannot even log into my blog/msn. Don't say I'm busywomen and anything okays (!) This is not the case luhs , as busy studying/catching up wib my accounting . Preparing for Accounting exam that is coming up nxt wednesday , nervousxx(...)

I don't know whether i would maintain my result like last year , as what mdm lim ask me . I do hope and wish for the best result with hardwork I did put in . So studying and preparing would be me now . Beside that, Energizer was another that keeps me busy wib my training and friendly match . I Hope we all could get in , I would fight for the position I wanted . I would (....)But all the choices was left for coach and mrs regina to choose/consider . As there might be a switch of player out/in again :(

Mika & Team lets fight fight fight!!!

2009-05-09T09:27:00.000-07:00

Anyway , shall wish the whole world mummy .

Ur very special day (:

And of course I did bought bracelet for my mum .

And not forgetting soon my ahniang & coach.

hees..

I have an tiring week yet happy about this coming weeks . hees! Some may know why , but some may be clueless , shld i put its in this way (?) And finally , the turn of 18 i could able to meet my friends to go pubbing alr .haha! Anyway , friday have been nua-ing at home till evening time headed to meet my beloved and we went shopping at far-east to walked around and bought one pink star handphone stripe . And also bought two tops . And we headed back to his house and sleep . Early morning being woke up by his mom . Omgs~~ I'm very tired but have to drag myself out because of his's mum .So bo bian ue know (?) so rather moody yet have to seems that i'm not moody . Shit but gain weight . Den evening time headed to meet mika to finish out wib out netball stuffs. But ended up mon have to continue again ,sianx luhs!(: And boyf is somewhere being kidnapped by his idk which friends , haha! Mika is gonna help me in studying . I'm so happy yet so glad luhs . haha!

2009-05-07T20:44:00.000-07:00

Pee - Poo - Poo ******

(can you read the words on the picture , if do you're an idiots)

Ohwells , this weeks wasn't much happening just that I'm busy with schoolworks and more schoolworks . Although there isn't any class test / exam coming up . But soon there came one which held on nxt Mon , yes Mon . Why of all days why Mon (?) lols ! So exam coming real soon like 2 /1 weeks , that is fast manx . Say me gonna do well with my hardwork hopefully when weekends come . hurhurs *Ti - To - Po ^^!

And gonna off to prepared for my test and more to mugs harder . Times I did find some stress inside my class in every single corner . As everyone are so competitive and very hardworking , not like me slacking my time off and not paying attention . Hai-yo !! haha

But to me all I did know is that when my exam comes , competition also comes . OMGOSHHHH!

Clashing of exam wib competition agains , kind of sad thou . So people do seldom see me online

not busy dating horx . No time currently for dating only studying time . lols!

And I'm so gonna concentrate wib my music blaze to the tune i wants , say me insane/crazy . I would say Whatever ~~^^ hehe..

2009-05-06T08:26:00.000-07:00

Right after my visit to the YOC 2010 . Headed to beloved's house to wait for him to prepared himself before headed to ate at VegeDeli and off to studied at Coffee Bean . But all I could say was that , Chinatown Coffee Bean the Blackforest was sucha a sucky taste as compare to my Parkway Parade .

Now shall back to my ranting on my parents and many others things that I wanna show disagreement too . Mayb you all should say I shouldn't say/voice out my parents . But i'm releasing some stress and vent it here to let me know how nagging i'm okays , haha! Shall put it in point form :

Parents ranting about being vegetarian * pissed*
Parents ranting about how they dislike vegetarian * more pissed*
Parents say vegetarian were unhealthy for guys not girls * even pissed*
Parents debating about vegetarian and ask me for yes/no * super pissed *
Parents confronted me to ask doctor was vegetarian healthy for giving birth * more pissed *
Parents forcing my boyf not to ate vegetarian * damm pissed *
Parents debating that his mum force him to eat vegetarian * hell pissed *

WHY ADULTS ARE LIKE THAT (??!!!!!!!)

C'mon la . You all grow up have their own decision please, I respect his decision and he respect my decision .Why are they interfereing my love life when they rant my boyf is sucha good guy / whatsoever . I know he is good but when you all start to debating/ranting/confronting/forcing made me feel that you all just wanted him to be herbivous before you all would like him and really accept him . Like watever , Vegetarian or herbivous have their good /bad . Is like doesn't mean those ppl eat vegetarian would not be healthy was just sucha bullshittings words la . Mayb ppl think that eating herbivous is more high class , yes the food taste nicer but by seeing those animals kills it made you happier (?)lols! cruel alrights (?) So i'm stating the fact la , vegetarian also got their own way of being healthy , so parents stop advising me to tell him to eat herbivous when he has decided to be vegetarian , lols! i got sucha lame parents and whatsoever parents .

2009-05-05T15:26:00.000-07:00

Come i shall start off wib bad then follow by good . understand (?) hehex^^

I don't know what to say ,

I don't know what to do ,

I don't even know what to ans in the end.

I just feel that i'm trying hard ,

But nothing seems to work at all .

Mayb i'm the one whom pissed you off always ,

But somedays you pissed me off too .

I'm being say and scolded for what I do .

I'm speechless to everything that they say .

I did no wrong , but i have no rights to say it all .

As what i wanted to say , it will worsen the things i expected.

Yesterday training was fun and even more fun . Seems like i've still a long way to buck up my stamina and decided to join SCC for extra training to improve myself alrights (?) haha! I'm tired that when i went over for dinner . I'm quiet and worn out , thats what i would say . Now i'm in the most tired-est situation since outside is raining so so way heavily .Shld i bring slipper to school yes /no (?) haha!

2009-05-04T01:44:00.000-07:00

PICK-KA-BOOM (.....)

I'm happy .

I'm insane

I'm tired

I'm doing my Accounting.

I'm enjoying my life now.

So today went school as usual , have bad cramps till call mrs regina for hot water to put it on my tummy after awhile it was way better than how i felt it . So like luckily i didn't went back home as preserve till my Accounting ends. Finally managed to understand those things today , you see 100% attention is always good want yknow (....) I have been writing / complaining about my accounting . Give me time so i'll be stop ranting . School was always accounting that made me went crazy and of course Mr tang the always made me sleeping or gonna doze off during lesson time .

2009-05-03T04:57:00.000-07:00

Anyoneeeee (????)

Mad Jack Cafe !!

I wanna go my virgin trip there .

The food seems yummy & cool i think (?)

I shall wait till i got my pay most prob nxt week (?)

2009-05-02T22:54:00.000-07:00

Imagine me attempted 3 times for 3 days and stuggling alone . And resulting me giving up and double-checking wib friends definetely works alright (.) But while double-Checking seeing myself having stupid careless mistakes its driving me crazy . Is like books infront of me paper and Question infront of me . I only have to transfer and slot it into the correct box . I'm finding myself sucha fuck-tard yknow (?)Argh!! And somemore I have to like wake up during class , stop playing Kaiyuan handphones games and shall just concentrate and stay back after school . I'm turning nuts when i'm making stupid mistakes! tsk!

2009-05-02T08:31:00.000-07:00

I'm getting outta control of myself (!!) *crazy*

I'm getting more and more impatient when It comes to 4 May.

I'm getting crazy of Accounting as i couldn't concentrate .

What was it happening (?)

I miss you

I want you

I miss everything of ue .

Counting down 2 days down the road.

2009-05-01T04:06:00.000-07:00

finally that explains my last day of work for this moments of time .

I wanted to have just a nice rest and of course trained up my stamina.

Later going to run at my park for today and sun of course .

I'm so not gonna let anyone down / upset on me .

I know i'm strong , but i'm not as strong as what others tot of as i am .

I suddenly , feel so miss so so much people in my life .

Today worked saw Finland kids and mixed kids .

And i so hope i'm just a kids like them running everywhere playing without any worries/doubts.

I'm so looking for training and most importantly giving surprises to Mrs regina and coach.

For their mother's day present . As they are our best mothers in school/netball(:

Mika pig , no worries i would jiayou for the team and myself too!

2009-04-30T02:06:00.000-07:00

我累了 , 真得累了.

这三个星期, 很难哀过.

有乐__有愁.

I don't know why i'm thinking/ blogging this way.

As i just want to write out all my feelings here .

Since the day , beloved flew to taiwan .

I did have breakdown , once / twice.

Once was at netball training .

I'm sucha kiddy girl that cries over small things (?)

And i've stop working due to the reason of my Accounting .

Since i've promised beloved that before he flew off.

But each day seeing my bank becoming more and more drained up .

I'm getting pissed although I did breakdown .

It's have been a real tired and stress for myself .

As i've to cope wib a subject that I did not study at all .

No-one to blame as i choose it myself.

Netball was a blissed to have many great friends surround during this past few weeks.

Without them , i think times would be harder to pass-by

not forgetting the rest too .

I'm gonna made myself and prove to myself

I could play a good centre as well as WA .

When times come , i'm not gonna give up centre although it seems hard to me .

2009-04-27T02:52:00.000-07:00

Hey girls & boys!Recently was kind of busy , but friday would come / mark the day I could really concentrate on my studies. Accounting so gonna screw my brain up like whateverxz! hehe(: So now I would scream help for mika , Alvin . And hopefully it helps me to really understand (: And i so in love wib my blog song , i just love it thats all!

2009-04-26T00:57:00.000-07:00

i miss you v v v muchies):

is torturing okays (?)

And work was cancelled today, due to rains !

May 4 counting down 8 days ....

2009-04-25T18:41:00.000-07:00

PICTURE wib mika on the road /petrol station / duo!

At petrol station

While driving / speeding .

While waiting for green light .

Inside the car-mika

17 Again -Zac Zefron

Went wib mika to watch NSL' 09 (National Sling League) the ending was expected whom to win actually , but still excited . Stingray won , the GA (nyp) was still so good in her shooting and jumping (shuai) hehe! The score was 38-34 , if never remember wrong. After watching , mika's friend send us JP to ate at foodcourt . Quite miss those time wib beloved over there , but wib mika the pig was always so funny . haha!Walked around and decided to settle down at coffee bean due to no starbucks , ended up i dont drink anything as i dont feel like it . But beloved call me so very hyper up. Caught movie 17 agains , Zac Zefron was my hubby & boyf now . haha!-Mika dont snatch wib me , haha!But overall the movie was recommended , hehe!

Thanks mika's friend for the ride, thanks mika for the day spend wib ue (:

We shld organise netball outing @ Sentosa/Botanic Garden soon . haha!

Orchard M-R-T At Orchard M-R-T

Still At orchard M-R-T stations

Went out wib tinggx & linggx on friday , after sucha long time we haven't meet up . And went to walked around at woodland but just window shopping . Waiting for tinggx & linggx to made up decision whether to cut their hair was like waiting for the weather to rain okays (?) so ended up , they choose jean yip to cut their fringe due to was much reasonable compare to the rest . Headed to Whee-lock starbuck to complete linggx homework and follow by far-east to ate their dinner . When we about to shop , practically every single shop was close . Somemore I aim one skirt but it cost more than what I expected , I understand the uncle is scammer , as it cost $25 .

Then linggx say:" economy so bad still want sold till so expensive" .

Me:" hehe! yup luhs, why uh (?)

2009-04-24T08:24:00.000-07:00

Good girl vs Bad girl (!!)

Good girl = June

Bad girl = Mika

Kick - KA - Boom ......!!

Training was screw up somehow but towards the ending was back to normal agains. And I felt so pangseh *feeling guilty , but conscious was clear * as i keep suan mika from 3 plus till night time . Imagine that (?) hehe! After that must thanks for overall , as her's friend send me and peiying home . xie xie ni le la(!!) And tml will be going down to national league wib them to watch and see how they train and stuffs bahx .* camera must be full * haha! And mika always a pig , still say i'm the lazy pig ..haa!

Anyway , i'm changing my tagboard since they claim that my tagboard was hard to use , haha!

2009-04-23T21:00:00.000-07:00

Yippee-ya-ya (!!)

Went for Netball training @5pm
Before that , meet up mika & nani to study
And i from 3 plus - 9 plus , kept on suan/say mika
i dont know why either , just feel like suan ue (?) lols!
Then mika called me lazy pig * wth*
After training @ 8pm went to Kopitiam to ate
Took free ride all credit to MIKA!

I LOVE MIKA * yesterday i say today i also say * haha!

2009-04-21T22:38:00.000-07:00

Okays (!!) Recently , have been struggling wib my AF . I'm trying real hard to get those things from wrong to right , i can remember those steps but till the moment of solving . I'm dead luhs * stop laughing at me * i know i know. Was kind of shocking to heard my CA got breast cancer , i felt sad for her as her children are young .* hope you get well soon mrs yeo * yeapyeap (: And for my AF i would reach out for those kindies to help me hao ma (?) teehee! ` I'm missing you as each day passes , May 4 is the day i looking forward(:

2009-04-20T02:35:00.000-07:00

BELOVED'S CHIWAWA~

And back from school , it started to give me headache for accounting . But thanks lots for adeline for guiding me when i need help . appreciated lot! And this is my chiwawa before beloved flew he went to bought for me , so love it . Without fail would hug him to sleep , teehee! And now i'm so gonna buck up on my studies and working . By the time beloved came back which is two weeks later , he would never give me hell day anymore haha!loves!

2009-04-20T02:18:00.000-07:00

In random others (......)

Thats the end(:

2009-04-19T04:44:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to my Greatest (L) 71st Ah ma(!!) spend my day rotting over there and it was the best things i ever did . Yes, but the weather just killed me totally . Damm humit or should i say freaky humit but i didn't perspire that made me soon gonna have a spilt headache ..eekkk(!!)And all i did was accompany my cousin play games like uno , see who stack the highest . Actually wanna switch on karoke to sing but the wire some parts gone or misplace it , so no free singing luhs ( ^^) And my cousin was telling me about don't waste money to go private as it was wasting a huge sum of money and stuffs. So i'm clueless of my studies and stuck . But shall continue my higher nitec and follow the flows , lols! Now thinking back of one week spending $100 over bucks in school just made me feel so argh & disgusted (...) I did only remember i'm always eating and eating non-stop in school . And travelling here and there for work luhs (tsk) I could rmb really well are stated below :

$30 school assignment
$20-30 train/bus fair
$20 psp repairment
$10 stationery
$6 cca roadshow
$6.20 cake
$6 pepper lunch express
& the rest should be gone to my stomach .

And i told myself not to touch any other money inside my bank , if not my saving would be gone case . This yr wanna went travelling to hong kong and many many more yeah! now thinking of it i feeel so irritated . Hopefully my pay would came in like this tue most prob.

2009-04-18T20:45:00.000-07:00

What does my birthday say about me (!!)

Thinks far with vision.- yes i am but not yet achieve.
Easily influenced by kindness.- must depend if the people worth my sympathy
Polite and soft-spoken. - polite i'm but soft-spoken is never me at all.
Having lots of ideas. - yes i'm ful of nosenence if i know them well.esp tinggx shld knw
Sensitive. - times , depend my mood goes .
Active mind.- can say so , coz i'm full of different ideas like siao (?)
Hesitating, tends to delay.- i did hesitate but never delay . i did it on time
Choosy and always wants the best.- yes this is me , no one change . always believe orginality
Temperamental. - yup my temper is really gone case if my mood controls my mind.
Funny and humorous.- i'm provided i know them well enough .
Loves to joke. - times must depend whether i'm in a good mood to joke a not .
Good debating skills. Talkative.- this two are my never fail mouth , coz i love to talk simply.
Daydreamer. Friendly.- friendly must depend but i'm daydreamer that dream of guys , haha
Knows how to make friends. - i feel that it is not hard , just got to take the first move .
Abiding.- i not sure what that , so no explanation for it.
Able to show character.- i did have character but not always show , if not i gonna get hatred
Easily hurt. - last time use to , now hard-hearted only boyf . hehe
Prone to getting colds. - i very easy cold , no idea why . tsk): but i love cold weather(:
Loves to dress up. - i can dress up nicely , but laziness take place, so dont blame me.
Easily bored. Fussy. - i hate to be bored can , so entertain me if ue saw me . i'm fussy on food and everything that i like .
Seldom shows emotions. - i find there not a point to show emotion . As i dislike emotion ppl .
Takes time to recover when hurt. - must have insurance want , if ue hurt me . so never okay
Brand conscious.- i did go for brand but not so crazy about it , provided the things is nice ,.
Executive. Stubborn- i'm stubborn that everyone sae about me , but what to do (?) haha

2009-04-17T18:07:00.001-07:00

CCA ROADSHOWNetball Booth Nani wib balloon(:

The pig mika (:

The cca roadshow was v v sianx . Only kept me entertainment without turning me off to doze off were mrs regina mika nani nana and ana . If not i guess i gonna doze off completely . And me being so kiddy , went to take 3/4 lime green balloon ended up every single ballooon flew off , tsk ): i'm sad thou isn't it obvious uh (?) hee! And later heading to boyf's house to clean and after that off to work . After today would be a rest day but no stop for netball .As i wnna train my speed and stamina yeah yeah!

2009-04-16T20:17:00.000-07:00

I'm happy ab0ut i gonna have two sub exempted this course . Its just so beautiful , it means i only need/ have to concetrate on my main core module . lalalalalal(....) Already have two A's without taking any exam le luhs , haha! But i wanna watch movie after i got my pay alr , tell me . I wanna watch 17's again and many many other more . haha! And yes dinosaur love goat , gees! haha

2009-04-15T08:30:00.001-07:00

This week was the start of school and juggling wib work and netball = Juanx!

Everything turn up fine for today. As for the past few days things didn't really work out well enough , out of mon till now i love most was today , yknow (?) I have made new friend call adeline , and i had abandon the old classmates that exclude Ian . So i'm good friend just that i know who to mixed and whom not to mixed , so i am mature enough to think luhs (!!) So chatted alotx wib her although was our first time talking and lunching together . Overall quite fun to talk to her . Then , our ang moh teacher damm cool la , name called sam craig . i tell you his lesson can play music using speaker, break time can play anything we like and he damm humour in terms of not so funny side luhs . After school , i went separate ways wib her and i went for my netball training . I dare not deny i'm getting old in age , my stamina still left abit not bad but my speed and stamina wasn't like last time the 16/17 me . And so i called leshia to pei me go running on sunday ya(!!) Finally , i understand the tiredness of working and juggling wib so many time within the hours , i felt it meaningful and tired . Although yesterday i cried for no reason , but heart was filled wib bitter and sad . So i was like telling myself , Juanx you can done it . May 4 would arrive very soon , see now one week going to pass very soon . So it means left two more weeks perserve abit more . tsk ! No worries , i would tried my best to filled in those emptiness days wibout my beloved , but i always bear in mind i still have my chiwawas!

2009-04-14T07:13:00.000-07:00

How am i gonna survive wib a BBM (:

I'm already being kind wib her .

I didn't actually show my true colour to her .

Yet , she so bhb to sit her best friends wib her .HA!

I would give her a whatever face to her.

And tomorrow i am so not gonna sit wib them .

And my project i don't wish to be in the same group as them .

I will continue to strive hard for better result and not giving her to win me .

anyway , i'm not scared to say out the HER* -TOH YITING!

My patience have limit , want try me you got to take my challenge .

And enough of anger , shall cool myself off first . *relax , if not got wrinkle . * Back to topics . I wanna leshia faster come join my class , i so hate it alotx . Is like i manage to find some kakis to talk and chat quite a lot . but seeing her some kind like jealousy , i'm very happy (: And so i'm gonna continue making friends wib the rest and as times goes by i did manage to find a group i hope so yup yup (:

2009-04-13T03:44:00.000-07:00

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A New Start In My Studies Once Again , I Mean It (......)

I completely drag myself out of bed today as early as 6.30am . * Rolls eyes* And meet up wib Ian , yiqing and aishae and headed off to school . And i received the shocking news i'll be in the same class wib my last year classmates , shitx out of myself . Feeling so unrelunctanly , i just feel like walked to the office and appeal to other class. You know (?) I did rather same class wib everyone including aishae den rather got into same class as yiting ): And she tot i'm deaf , she speak nothing but just backstabbing people . Power alr luhs (!!) But still i'll go round make friend wib other ppl as i wanna do project wib the rest and not wib her . She made me so hate her and just dont wanna sit wib her cans .Told myself 2 yrs and i'll not be in the same school as her alr . yup .

Beloved : today is the 2nd day another 20th days and i'll get to see you flying back . I just wanna hope your army and everything to end quickly and can see you as and when i like already , true (?) And you told me this year would be a harder years for both of us , i agree too (: As you get into society life while me get into my accounting studying life juggling wib work ,cca and studies . You even told me if i'm overstress or overtired , i can quit and you willing to yang me . I'm very happy but i tried not to as i wanna save money for my own and try to be independent myself you know alright (?) i'm like struggling wib headache . I just cannot stand my mine missing you i wouldn't be able to take it . even though i hug chiwawa and pat her to sleep . But still i'm happy that my bed filled wib all the toys you bought for me like , chiwawa , piglet and your childhood soft tous . Every night i'm so gonna hug them tightly till you're back and we both silly silly will cried once again . It shows how my beloved is so silly right (?) haha

2009-04-12T08:48:00.000-07:00

Things i have done today(sunday):

10.40am get my Merit bursary , congrats to leshia too (!!)
Ate wib her's parents & accompany her to cut hair , thanks for the treat .
Home , changed & off to work till 8pm
Finally Ate my "smelly tofu" (convert to chinese)
It was nice , not my imagination meaning . got it (?)
Watch Campus Superstar final 2009
Expected Jarod to won , so not much of surprises .
Call from beloved , yippee.

And now supposing to be sleeping as tml have school , what am i doing now (?) Couldn't get to sleep , as beloved call made me hard to sleep . tsk! my part-time boyf --wenyan . nights nights , love you! HAHA

2009-04-11T09:52:00.000-07:00

Today we bought my chiwawa home . *happy,real happy* This few week pass-by would be wib my chiwawa as my companion . Everything sad or happy i'm gonna tell my chiwawa . And yes , today is the day he flying off . He even help me blog and i have read . Somehow being touched by it , i did hold back my tears and my family member say he would be back very fast . yup i know . I'm gonna meet up wib friends celebrate my ah ma's birthday which is next sunday and study hard for my accounting . someday i would post my chiwawa photo wib us tgt (: And we even bought clothes for our chiwawa . HA!

2009-04-11T05:45:00.000-07:00

From ur Dearest Beloved, Soon i will be out of here le!! i know dear know where i'll be. and this will be our secret le. times fly soo fast. now is the last xxhrs xxmin xxsec le. nobody wants to leave the love one. nobody wants to do this. but the saddness is i have to do it. hmmm... dun cry.. i dun want ue to cry k =) if not i will be very very super sad de.. i know i cant see but i guess i can feel it in my heart. the bitterness sour taste in my heart which ur and i dun want, dun bare to have. thats the reason y i'm so particular on ue on certain things. cause i dun want to loose someone in my life. i strongly believe that we fate to be as 1, as together in it. is a long time i want to write my feelings towards ue. but i could fine a time to do so.. i know at times we do have a small quarrell but certain things we cant prevent, maybe is a fate ya =) ya know!! at times i know i'm nagging but is not just for ue but for us =) and i'm sorry if i'm make ue sad or angry at times. i hope ue understand y i'm doing all this ya.. so in life we have to appreciate things, every hrs, min, secs, if not we realise that we dun have time le =) okok enough of my craps le =) lastly i dun bare to see ue cry!! if not i cant take it de! really !! really dear! and that's the reason why i wan to make a chiwawa for ue, dear! cause i hope that she will keep ue company for the days on. =) missing mi? look at her!! CHIWAWA!! Muackz.. i love you. and that's the 3words, out of all i can think of. cause there's nothing that describe more, nothing that it means more of. and is simple to say and give ue before i ........................................................... Muackz!! i xxx le... take care girl.. my precious little dear... my beloved of course... and my cute little ue, dear junax!! =) haha... i still remember ue chiwawa.. From me !! =)

2009-04-10T08:50:00.001-07:00

沉默的天 ,盖住我的双眼.

在悄悄的一瞬间,感受到完整失恋.

天空降落 ,带走了精彩.

每分每秒等待,能避免这个无奈.

你走了世界变小了脑海

也停留在空虚中

还留着手机留言里的听着那句

Goodbye

我舍不得你这样的走

想到转时间重演你和我你也曾经

用真心去爱但把整个宇宙的完美带走

我舍不得

玫瑰一朵孤独的日落

夕阳的光在照自己更难微笑

所有美好

随着你在跑想念

你的味道沉重

在我心跳你走了世界变小了

Yes , times just pass like that ....

No regret but unbearable .

I'm so ashamed of myself , i cried .

I'm just so foolish thats what others say me .

But i just cannot get hold of my feeling ,

at that point of time .

He is leaving , what am i gonna do (?)

i cannot take it , understand (!!)

I'm just going crazy and being a cry baby made me better.

He is leaving without my existance , how am i gonna survive .

Tell me (?)

I didn't imagine this days would come .

I believe he would be back some days , yes he'll be back .

Not now , but sooner or later . Hopefully i pray .

i wish him all the best i could ever wish others , yes i did!

2009-04-09T07:50:00.000-07:00

Hello! i'm back home sitting comfortably on my chair like , finally. *teehee* Just came back from Double J's Birthday . The rest would be written by point form .....

Meet up sister 4.30pm @Douby ghaut
Headed to bugis to meet up the Triple J's
Decided to ate sakae sushi but no dinner buffet
Switched to Steamboat @ "TIAN TIAN HUO GUO"
The ambience so sucky , service attitube sucks ):
Ate half-way became more smoky
Cannot tahan already , went out breath some air wib sis.
Sat till like 8 plus totally cannot made it left the place .
Headed to Bugis junction walked about and stuffs
Left at 10pm and right now home !

Before every event , i did met up wib my beloved . Still left two more days before he leaving for taiwan , 3 weeks you know (?) haha! ): i'm sad uh . But no hard feeling worx , gees!

2009-04-07T04:04:00.000-07:00

YoYoYoYo (!!) I'm still enjoying my holiday. Although i knew that it would be over . And i mean over , yes over (!!) Wondering would i get use to studying life again (?) lols And it happen so fast Beloved flying off to some mysterious place . So woo-hoo-haa (...) Wished him many lucks over there . Probably me would be daydreaming around . But no worries i would be real real pack of myself. With meeting up my friends , school work , working and studying . Hopefully the three weeks would be easy for me . As for Beloved , i doubt he would be so lucky like me in S'pore . And hopefully i won't get to see him wib skeleton coming back to s'pore (: (L)(L)(L) him **

2009-04-05T05:23:00.001-07:00

I'm so gonna edit my post again , yes (!!) So let talk about today what Juanx have been doing . Basically, nothing much i've done but many interesting things and conversation me and boyf have been so random till cannot random la . he just kept sleeping like a piece of dead log and i'm left with no choice but to surf net and log on to my Facebook (^^) and play wib pet society , restaurant city , hexic and bejeweled but most importantly did i spell wrong the last word in this sentence/ last game of this sentencce (?) lols ! And since he was sleeping so nicely being me ended up neglecting him too . So both of us being neglecting one another, but i dont feel anything hard on me that the reasons he leaving for his army training . I'm not cruel i'm just use to it , alright (!!) So while i'm posting just now , i'm being random i just post :

Since i've been irritated by my beloved idiotic monkey full of nosenence darling (!)

And with his full of tricks that made me went crazy .

As i don't know which expression should i show to him .

Scared i'm more idiotic then him that explains me ignoring him like whatever (=.=)

And he just wanted to be retarded in many other ways .

Just to attract my attention but he failed .

And he just made me went mad after i post on blog .

As he just kept tickling me till i scream , yell and kick around .

And now i'm home blogging about what have happen , i'm so hope that i could meet my last tym working friends , i do miss them hell lot but its always the timing and stuffs that clashes . Not about my time management is all about i'm done wib myself works work and yet more works . that explains my days spent happily ever after . hehe!

2009-04-03T19:39:00.000-07:00

Back to blogging , my mood swing have become worse as each day goes by . And It means beloved flying off to taiwan is nearer , yet nothing felt hard on me compare to last year . I just dont know why either , mayb i'm got use to not seeing him for weeks and days (?)

Yesterday beloved came to tutor my sister , yeah my mum requested to bought a bed and everything for beloved so next tym he could be able to stay in our house as and when he like . (L)

And anyway i also made a new friends call Dorothy , actually is do survey in bugis ended up we become friends . (funny alright (?))

And now my mum finally recovered from the diseases call feng mao , hopefully it would get better ya .

Actually i should be finding beloved now but being the lazy me , delay since i think i'm not working today so ya , haha!

2009-04-02T09:44:00.000-07:00

Heyy-yoyo & i just came back from cycling . It was so so so long long since i really went cycling around. And it was wib beloved again today , we cycled from my house - TM to ate - followed by Paris Ris park - Changi jetty. And we sat on the rock to talk and me being a camwhore of course did take picture . But sadly , i am a dumbo enough to go bleach my lime green cappie inner and it change to two different colour . Luckily enough , it dont affect the outter lime green so it was fine wib me enough . As inner who will be going to see it anyway . Although i'm still saying and ranting to beloved and being the dumbo yet grumpy me now .Tsk!

2009-04-01T22:44:00.000-07:00

I just wanna have a room of my own private life ( picture shown)

I just wanna have many many clothes which i use to have but nowhere to be seen .

I'm just disappointed that i dont have money to buy new clothes like how i use to buy .

I shall stop spending my money which was a little bit hard for me to kick away this bad habits of mine.

I shall stop complaining here instead . I'm hook on to facebook like more and more often .

Btw i just deleted my friendster which i find it sucha lame things and thinking why at the first place i would create such an acc .

So I'm really hooked to restaurant city & pets society & Hotel 626 ( shall try out one day ).

2009-03-31T23:12:00.000-07:00

Long fringe me (.....) Short fringe me (....)

Which one do ue prefer (?) pls tag and tell me (!!)

I just snip off my long fringe .

I'm just so happy about it .

I look like a School girl with dye hair.

Call me kukugirl or any nicks , i'll accept it [:

2009-03-30T22:15:00.001-07:00

I'm sucha bored person which rots at home till 3pm . So i decided to camwhored on my own wib my lime green caps . I'm so fallen deep in love wib my cappie , i would say. I decided to help my beloved to clear all his email since i'm so bored and free .

2009-03-30T01:45:00.000-07:00

I had my Lime Green Cap *Evil Grins*. Although it cost a bomb but because i love it so much , thats why it is worthwhile . And hopefully I won't get to see people on the street got the same design as i'm. *Laughs! And Beloved was shaking his head non - stop and i'm still left wib my bracelet and my piglet necklance to be bought all by myself (:

2009-03-29T10:39:00.000-07:00

Caught The Unborn which scared the hell outta me . Which i have no idea why , i feel so so suspicious of myself. I recently just feel so not myself like some type of being possess by someone on my body . I don't know . Its just a Mayb . Ha!But still horror movie i loved watching . Still left the outdating Coming soon not yet to be watch only(!!) I rate The Unborn as 4.5/5